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Pencil: "I'm so sorry Eraser ..."
Eraser: "Excuse me?? What for pencil?? You
do not do anything mistake into me ..."
I was meet a women She was sad and silent. Hey .. I'll always be there for you "look at me now"! I don't want see you sadness, look around on you, there are many who love you. The Lord " God", Your family, your brother, your friend and ... Hmmmmm ... hmmmm ... and .... "just forget it". Well.. among a small corner tears and paused to listen as if seeing her there in front of me.
One time a father from wealthy family took his son to visit their village, with the main purpose of showing his son that their citizens are very poor. They spent several days on the farm over there.
At night, when I sing and play guitar with my friend, suddenly my friend told to me about his story, then continue he listening my story. I told him about my story. Formerly I love with someone womenkind, in my heart I say "please give a little time... why you would not understand ". Until the end I think that you're too perfect for my life, I do not believe in myself, and perhaps better quite without a word and stood on the outskirts.
Don't ever look somone from the outside, but you should look from the inside..!! me is me.. I just wanna be what I wanna be.. freedom is my ways.. honest is my words.. _My Story Your Diary_
That day I was invited to release the burden
partner for a moment. and we were playing together until there was in the nite,
we had discussions with communication. When we burp and laught among the hustle
and bustle of the communication. There was someone who asked me and that is the
difference in girls, maidenish, female and women. I stopped and asked what
might be rare thinking universally. And he answered after that be the
difference as follows:
When I'm sitting in front of the graffiti story, and then up in front of mirror, I can say that arrived with a heart filled the problem about their lives that must be resolved wisely. Similarly, I wrote an article that may be considered as a ordinary person with a problem form feelings of my heart that must be shed and give it to all. Because I live for the virtual world and for all of you, this context means the world without the virtual world and all of you (with the problems), then I am nothing and would probably never be here share without you.
I
feel not tonight as usual, made me more anxiety in my heart makes me able to
maintenance condition with a sense of sincerity to The Lord. But in the midst
of my journey, there is someone women who appeared smiling and she wanted to
reveal the contents of her anxiety over this. At first she showed a smile on
her face, but I feel if the current condition of her smile is the sadness that
seemed to be how to convey. I answered "Pain
itself is a closeness with the Lord"
I tried to tell my story: there used to be a child who felt he could live with abandon and cloaked self-reliance, solitude, simplicity of life that he did not know, two years is not enough time. He felt far from the family is in pursuit of his dream goals. But when is receiving its own condition, he retreated to listen to music that suggests the best for me. Until finally he realized that much of the family is a beautiful lesson from God. because of that family finally able to accept all conditions that exist. ![]() |
| Little Rifa |
I stay at the corner of the door and see the activity by looking at people who enjoy the beauty in the morning. At the time I got experienced motorcycle accident, and the pain to hold like a broken wing walking unsteadily walked with tired face. Although I experienced the worst, I'll keep smiling and always give thanks to GOD. Sometimes I miss the face of someone, will miss the presence of a person's attention if you have something bad in addition to the family.
Every day issues and problems are always growing, I realized that I only beings who are not nothing compared to The Lord power. The most fundamental problem in the life of every human being is the number of people living far below the true potential that they have. They live unhappy, hopeless, and without purpose, but they do not know what to do to change his life. Perhaps the question arises within the self of each person with the problem.
Oneday, I met my best friend, and saw his face is reflected the sense of uncertainty about what he felt. The pressures of life, a sense of his depression as seen from undue smile. I asked to him, dear my best friend there wasn't your smiley at this time "your smile not like kind a person who have smile that making, your personality based on the gratitude of the The Lord. As I patted to you as a shoulder, I said," remains to be yourself with a process in the journey of life, and someday you will be cloning tough and strong because you realize that we are part of the journey of life provided by the The Lord to something worthwhile. He shed tears, and I said "weep for what you feel if it is right, because the truth is worth your tears, if only weep for the wrong people in your life if you want to cry, just cry if can make you relieved".
I'm ready to do that, whether it is judged I don’t know the impact is big or small, as long as I experienced and other people do not experience what I’m done. This story based on the true story of a young man who wander blindly in the turmoil of his mind, when he met with someone as a penpal. From the words and until now I always grateful to his friend, although now he either did not know where. The friend said to me:
In the night that was very cold and the rain thundered as he would like to express gratitude to The Lord. Someday there is my penpal, although even through know from cyberspace and she’s really very happy. The happiness starting the measuring and can not be compared with all value in this world. Today she voiced to gratitude for having provided salvation and blessing of age and health in the running life. acknowledge with gratitude
Velocity of the flow of life, every human being has never escaped from the feelings of sadness. A feeling of disappointment that can stab into heart. Like a needle piercing the skin. Sharp and hurt. Hurt heart is an expression of deepest human. At the time of grief struck, enjotment and hope, instantly like vanished. No more joy, no more fun. Look on his face as if an invisible spring tends even furrowed his brow. That looks like a dull, a handsome look wrinkled and so on. Sometimes I think and wondered, does it grieve good or bad?
He complaint and tell the story of his life and then ask me. Hi my best friend, what should I do "If someone who sees as the pearl in his heart, scold, do not understand his feelings."![]() |
| Commitment n Loyalty |
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| Potential of Human Life |
Right now I'm very happy. I dare to reveal all the burden is going on inside in my mind and it's already more than 2 years I was buried and keep silent. I think the silence is golden, and it is not entirely correct. I do not understand Dear The Lord, sometimes I'm undecided whether this is best thing that i ever have or not. Maybe there the truth then I say "Something good, not necessarily true. Something that is true, not necessarily good. Something nice, not necessarily valuable. Valuable or useful thing, not necessarily good". I always remember that I still have the people closest like my family, friends, relatives, penpal and the most importantly, I know that God is love me. ![]() |
| Peanut Garden Army Boy |
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| Me while setting networking |